I miss you more than words can ever explain, more than anyone would ever know. You had my heart, I was daddy's little girl & everyone knew that. I thank God every single day that I had you as a father. Loosing you in 4 1/2 yrs ago totally changed my life. I lost a piece of my heart which I will never get back nor can will ever fill that void.
I appreciate everything you ever done for me, even the little things. Every year you brought me flowers for my birthday with your hand written card, You took our family out on a vacation every year, You always had my brother and I with new clothes shoes and everything we ever wanted. When I talk with people about everything we did when we were younger, some people never experienced most of the things we did.
I wish sooo much you didn't have to go, I still cry missing you and wishing this was all just a bad dream. I wish I could have said more to you the last time I saw you, I wish I didn't just rush out the house. I wish I could of given you a hug or tell you I love you. I hate it so much your not there anymore! I don't think I will ever understand why God had to take you so soon from us. But I think about it and I rather have had you the 19 years I did, then not have you at all.
Because of you I am the person I am today, because of you I care about all my loved ones as much as I do and because of you I appreciate life a little bit more. Because of you I know someday I will be a great mother because you showed me how a parent should treat, raise and love their child. There is so much I wish I can say to you. The only thing I can hope, is that you knew how much I adored you and looked up to you. I love you so much and I hope one day I will meet with you again. Happy Birthday Daddy!
Ok... well not all but this is just some of my Hello Kitty Collection ♥ Some of recent & some of it old school in the 90's when I was a youngin' ! By The way did anyone go to the "Three Apples Convention" last year? ♥
Thursday through Saturday, my boyfriend went to the "InterBike" BMX convention in Las Vegas. My Boy is soo cool and does all those awesome tricks. I guess most of his friends have sponsers so he got in lot of the events for free ! Thats him below :) It doesn't look that high but trust me, it is!
So I was left without him for a few days, I was a bit sad at first, but I decided a needed some girls nights! Thursday, I had school, then I hit up my bff Lizette for a late night snack @ ihop!
Friday, I met with Bianca, Vickie & Lizette went to have some bombbbb sushi! it was the best ever! Then, we went to see the movie "Easy A". It was sooo cute! I love Emma Stone, shes the next best thing! :)
After, we went back to my place to drink some Summer Beer & watch Jersey Shore! (You know you gotta loveeee that show) We actually used my bfs new video camera since he was outta town (hehe) and filmed what we did that night but I am not sure how to put videos up! haha! Liz slept over & the next day had breakfast @ Coco's then we totally shopped till we dropped! To end the night, I went to my cousin's Engagment Party, which I am the Maid of Honor! yay! It was sooo much fun! I know maybe I shoulda' gotten a little more crazier since my boyfriend was in Las Vegas! But I just had such a hard week I just decided just to have an simple girls night :)
Now today, back to Monday, the same ol routine, work/ school x's 5 is back! BUT at least my boys back & I am complete again! I missed him ♥ Plus October is just around the corner and I have sooo much planned for that month! MY Birthday Month ! YAY!
Happy Monday & if your in Los Angeles like I am. I sure hope your staying hydrated & out of the sun. This "Autumn" weather of 104 degrees is crazyinsane!
Today is the perfect day in Los Angeles to start the season - cloudy, a bit glommy & 72 degrees!
Yessss ... Perfect weather for the first day of Autmn. Just like everyone else is blogging about the first day of fall, so am I ! Why? Because it is simple the best season of them all. Cold weather, beautiful scenery, cuddling, warm drinks, cute sweaters, jackets & scarves, and lets not forget about Halloween, Thanksgiving & most importantly, MY BIRTHDAY !!! YAY!
So here is the start of Fall 2010, I am surely going to make the best of this season!!!