Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Remembering my dad
I miss you more than words can ever explain, more than anyone would ever know. You had my heart, I was daddy's little girl & everyone knew that. I thank God every single day that I had you as a father. Loosing you in 4 1/2 yrs ago totally changed my life. I lost a piece of my heart which I will never get back nor can will ever fill that void.
I appreciate everything you ever done for me, even the little things. Every year you brought me flowers for my birthday with your hand written card, You took our family out on a vacation every year, You always had my brother and I with new clothes shoes and everything we ever wanted. When I talk with people about everything we did when we were younger, some people never experienced most of the things we did.
I wish sooo much you didn't have to go, I still cry missing you and wishing this was all just a bad dream. I wish I could have said more to you the last time I saw you, I wish I didn't just rush out the house. I wish I could of given you a hug or tell you I love you. I hate it so much your not there anymore! I don't think I will ever understand why God had to take you so soon from us. But I think about it and I rather have had you the 19 years I did, then not have you at all.
Because of you I am the person I am today, because of you I care about all my loved ones as much as I do and because of you I appreciate life a little bit more. Because of you I know someday I will be a great mother because you showed me how a parent should treat, raise and love their child. There is so much I wish I can say to you. The only thing I can hope, is that you knew how much I adored you and looked up to you. I love you so much and I hope one day I will meet with you again. Happy Birthday Daddy!
Your daughter Kristin Marie.